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Tuesday, November 13, 2007 ♥23:30
the contradictions confusing me.
for lies are that i can see.
though the truth seem so clear.
i'm still unsure of which voice to hear.

New skin is up people! [:
i think this is TEMPORARY.
until i learnt how to do different kinds of skin.
LINKS!
yea.
they are all up!
like FINALLY!
so IF i missed out any links of yours.
TAGGGGG MEE aites?
back to what i want to post.
i wrote this somewhere which i couldn't recall.
but this is what i remember laaa[:
okeh.[:

Falling in love have taught me alot in life.
Falling in love also taught me how much fun i've missed
while im in love.
LOVE.
a word so simple.
but yet hard to find.
and once you find it.
its never easy to keep it with you safe.
and its the courage that comes from oneself
that brought them further in LOVE.
ever heard of relationships SO PERFECT
and euu simply wish to be in them?
that only happens in fairytales.
where 'they live happily ever after'
it isn't reality.
its all fantasy.
its just what we wish to happen.
they will of course be misunderstandings.
but it will resolve soon.
unless none wants to give in.
it will be like another war.
war of words.
war of feelings.
war of courage.
and of course
war of love.

so why do I,me,myself sacrificed everything that i have for love?
its all so plain stupid.
my all?
for love?
pfffft!
thinking that its gonna last for like FOREVER&EVER!
when everytime I want to be ME
things will just go haywire.
and there I am trying to be Miss Can Do Everything.
when obviously i cnt.
so.
what's the point of shedding tears to one guy whom i think doesn't really deserve me
after whatever nonsense i've tolerated from them.
i was so stupid at that time,
friends realised how much i've been lack behind in studies in LIFE.
just because i was BUSY entertaining My Prince Charming who wants ALL OF ME?!
imagine Cinderella trying to keep the house in order.
Going ard running errands, like she haven't had a life to live.
well.
that's me before.
like a marionette.
so lifeless.
only the strings of its oppressor to keep it company.
how foolish can i be?
LIKE HELLO!
I'VE GOT A LIFE TO LIVE!
well now.
things HAVE GOT to change.
im changing.
im MOVING ON!
euu know.
enjoy life to the fullest.
NOT being pushed ard.
HAVE my OWN stand.
and the list goes on.
so yea.
im recovering the heartbreak.
and now i think.
im BRAVE&STRONG ENOUGH
to MARCH UP TO HIM WITH A BIG GRIN ON MY FACE
AND PROVE TO HIM IM BETTER OFF WITHOUT HIM!
hah!
take that!

okeh im done.
off to BEDDD![:

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